I really have no idea haha.

Yue has been sold and I have to admit, I kind of miss him. I still want to reshell him, but won't for probably a long time as I just have no money for it. I miss having my coolest boy here haha. But soon my Vampire Miho will be like that. If I can figure out what kind of face-up I want for him. And hairstyle.. and eyes. And body. Even when he's a vampire Miho, he will be a kind of werewolf. Which nobody knows about as he never talks about it. I've got a whole story ready for him too.

Next to that. I'm probably going to throw Dylan out of RP. I'm going to look at this for a couple of more months, but with all his drama, I think in his RP story, he's quite done. Some who I have on his facebook, have noticed a lot of things going on with him. So I'll just see what I'll do with him. I would like to keep him, even when he has a whole bad life behind him in his own story. But he's my favourite boy. My prettiest too, if I have to say it myself. And I still love *Shikitii for giving him this beautiful face-up. So he might stay.

And as I need money, I'll probably sell a lot of clothes I have for my boys. I'll make a DoA topic sooner or later. Or just update my old one since I haven't for quite a while. But if I ever come around to doing that, I'll post a link here to the topic. Might take a while, since I'm kinda still sitting in this deep dark hole where I can hardly see any light. I've got anti depressants, which I might even need a higher dose for. I've had a couple of panic attacks and I'm seeing a psychologist and a psychiatrist. Got some tests done, but got no results yet.

Next to that. I'm (hopefully soon) going to take a big step as a change into my life. If they will accept it, since it's not easy to get into. I don't feel like talking openly about it here, as I don't know. Doesn't feels too safe. I did so on my own facebook, but as it's a closed one, nobody but my facebook friends know about it. But okay. And after this whole bad period I've had behind my back already, I am somehow glad that nobody has really left my side even when I'm the biggest idiot you can think of. I could rant on, but yeah. I'll leave it at this!

And I still hope I can upload some pictures soon as my parents got a Nikon. But, I got no nice places for pictures inside the house. And I'm not allowed to take it outside because it's not mine.. so maybe I'll just try to set something up for some nice pics. Or I'll wait till I changed my room. Will see!